Change

There seems to be obsession with change. Change is to be demanded when things are not working and improvement is possible.
When things work quite well, wishing for change is rather a sign of one's own instability and lack of content.

Nowhere to run...

Fingerprinting in Slovakia.

I don't want to sleep. Neither to be awake. Alcohol helps to get me numb. Life is slipping through. There are no goals, the real ones, at least. The world is fucked. The world is just as we make it. There is no Truth, the truth is made in a garage.

I did many things. As a proof of concept. I can do anything. I don't want to do anything, since nothing makes too much sense. Nothing really matters.

Understanding is a disease.

Makes me feel sick.

Pokoj v duši

Ešte som ten film nevidel. Ale pripomína mi domov, nielen kvoli tomu, že ten film natočili v mojom rodnom kraji. Divoká príroda, tvrdý kraj, život aj ľudia - Horehronci. Nikto nikomu neverí, závidia ti aj bolesť, a utrpenie.
Nádej na zmenu a zajtrajší deň ktosi ukradol. Beznádej prekríva len pach alkoholu.

Čo má nohy uteká preč, a v hladovej doline zostávajú iba najtuhžie korene. Je to ako ked presadia kosodrevinu do doliny. Začne rásť rýchlo, lebo ju krutý vietor neničí, ale nebude mať takú krásnu hlbokú zelenú farbu ako na hoľi. V horách je bližšie k Bohu.