Age and aging

So you're over thirty,  thats the age when, if you are lucky , you have about 20 years left without major health problems.
Are you doing the right thing during your time you have left?

Change

There seems to be obsession with change. Change is to be demanded when things are not working and improvement is possible.
When things work quite well, wishing for change is rather a sign of one's own instability and lack of content.

Nowhere to run...

Fingerprinting in Slovakia.

I don't want to sleep. Neither to be awake. Alcohol helps to get me numb. Life is slipping through. There are no goals, the real ones, at least. The world is fucked. The world is just as we make it. There is no Truth, the truth is made in a garage.

I did many things. As a proof of concept. I can do anything. I don't want to do anything, since nothing makes too much sense. Nothing really matters.

Understanding is a disease.

Makes me feel sick.